So it's 5 years now. I'm thinking the only thing worse for the folks and families affected is the way we've been played emotionally and logically by the powers that be. I'm still not hating who they tell me to. I'm still not believing what they tell me to. Still not supporting the changes they've made to keep me "safe". I'm still offended by the propaganda games they play. And I've not forgotten about the people we lost on this day. I'm feeling pretty alone in this stance.